Things I hate

The one thing I don't enjoy is being the instigator. I would enjoy it so much more if someone else took charge and did something. I'm not saying that I'm lazy and never do anything. This only applies to certain things, i.e. asking someone on a date. I HATE being the person who asks the girl on a date, why can't the girl do it? I mean, its not that hard. I don't find it hard, it's just awkward for me to ask. The only problem I have with asking someone out is that I'm afraid it'll ruin our friendship. There's very little that I value more than friendships. I hope the girl who I like reads this and takes the initiative :)